STRESSSSSSSS

it's that time again. that time when all i want to do is be outside or be with friends and instead I am couped up inside. i am supposed to be studying, but let's be real.  sunny days and sun dresses, lemonaide and popsicles, all scream summer.  

res life and professors disagree.  they say this is the most intense, important time.  and there lies the disconnect.

what a week and it's tuesday.  things that seemed so solid dissolve while i watch, unexpected news moves me to tears, and the cloud of cynicism hangs heavy.  oh, the contradictions.