so i've decided leap day is one of the oddest things ever. A day that only happens every four years? where does it go?! and who decided it was a good idea to invent a day that only happens sometimes? better question, why did people go along with this idea?.....
....I would really like to be a superhero. a cool one, not one of those lame ones that fly or something. I would want to be able to selectively get inside peoples brains and make them think about something I wanted to know. Manipulative? Maybe. But think about it- dont you want to know if someone really likes your new sweater, or is interested in you, or if they really want you to come or are just inviting you to be nice, or if your dog has thoughts? I wouldnt want to be able to hear peoples thoughts all of the time, i would just want selective information....
........"I've learned the hard way, that they all say, things you want to hear" that phrase has been true in my life more times than I really care to think about. The hurt that comes with it lingers long after the person who inflicted the pain has moved out of my life. But Im not goona lie, sometimes its nice. Sometimes I dont care if you mean it, I just need to hear you say it. It may be self-destructive, but sometimes, just for now, I need to believe you .....
1 comment:
yeah that last sentence or two? totally relate.
you are a creepy super hero. i just want to fly.
and in answer to your first paragraph - because otherwise eventually our calendar would be all screwy. and you wouldn't want that.
:-)
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